the blogger: samantha w
education: graduate of Graphics and Multimedia
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who changes like a changeful season?holds fast and let go without reason?who is there that can give adhesion to her?
entry title: people say this is life. I say what the fuck
I was browsing through Facebook like usual when I was hit by the news that one of my high school mates had just passed away due to Pneumonia.
I am still crying uncontrollably.
It's sad, too sad. I haven't been speaking to her since graduated. Why would I not remember to keep in touch with her (or any other friends), til I lose her?
I blame myself so hard. I did not get to say goodbye.
Sad. Really sad.
Such a young age. Why is fate so cruel? Or should I blame destiny? Or God? Why are we put into this world to wait for the day we're gonna die? To let us go through life? Okay, fine. But why her at such a young age?! She has not gone through her life!
I hate giving in to destiny. I hate the feeling where in the very last few minutes, we know we could not do anything else to keep that breathe going on. I hate to accept that she must go.
That is why I almost jumped in together with my sister's body when she is being cremated. If life has to do this to her, then take me with her.
But I did not. Because I thought of my parents. If they are not in the picture, I would have already jumped into the fire, and not sitting here few years later blogging about it.
My love my fate you will fade away 以后隔天与地 i love i hate i'll miss you always 我永远亦爱你 太美好的东西会走 还未爱够了你怎放手 从来不肯假想 失去你那感受 我这对脚怎黱走 从来并未练习过温柔 迟学你或已经没法接受 然后你会说我跟她分左与右 谁稀罕这种手拖手 my love my fate you will fade away 再没有恋爱味 i love i hate i'll always be afraid 永远也害怕你 My Love My Fate lyrics on http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Chinese-French/9428-My-Love-My-Fate~Ve-Lan.html 我要首先讲声我走 还是爱到你说请你走 如果讲一声 请照顾我感受 我最怕你讲出口 从来并未练习过温柔 迟学你或已经没法接受
I've received a surprise Xmas gift from my manager, a Starbucks mug from Seattle!
He bought it on his business trip there. I was really ecstatic when I saw it on my table that morning =D
And I've got another small gift too..
A tiny ornament!
Christmas is just around the corner~ and I'm feeling it already!
There's a Santa walking around in my office this week.. lol.. it's actually my colleague, wearing a Santa hat in the office.. so cute! And feels more "chrismassy" with him around, and also with the people whistling Christmas carols from time to time.. ahh~ how I love this feeling~!
This year I'm gonna be counting down to Christmas with the girls, as usual.. and exchanging gifts..!
I went Hardrock Hotel/Cafe the other day and it was so cool! Pics will be uploaded soon~ because resizing and uploading more than 100 pics is gonna take me hours >.<
That's all for now, til I update again on Hardrock, Christmas and maybe New Year!
*fill the deck with boughs of jolly.. fah la la la la la la la la~~*