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Thursday, August 19, 2010 / 11:00 PM
entry title: people say this is life. I say what the fuck


I was browsing through Facebook like usual when I was hit by the news that one of my high school mates had just passed away due to Pneumonia.

I am still crying uncontrollably.

It's sad, too sad. I haven't been speaking to her since graduated. Why would I not remember to keep in touch with her (or any other friends), til I lose her?

I blame myself so hard. I did not get to say goodbye.

Sad. Really sad.

Such a young age. Why is fate so cruel? Or should I blame destiny? Or God? Why are we put into this world to wait for the day we're gonna die? To let us go through life? Okay, fine. But why her at such a young age?! She has not gone through her life!

I hate giving in to destiny. I hate the feeling where in the very last few minutes, we know we could not do anything else to keep that breathe going on. I hate to accept that she must go.

That is why I almost jumped in together with my sister's body when she is being cremated. If life has to do this to her, then take me with her.

But I did not. Because I thought of my parents. If they are not in the picture, I would have already jumped into the fire, and not sitting here few years later blogging about it.

I hate YOU. I hate life.


May your soul rest in peace, Shafinas. <3



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Thursday, August 05, 2010 / 9:27 PM
entry title: my first time

yeeeaaah muahahahahaha bwahahahahahahah

=))

why am I so happy???

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cool interior design...
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elegant leather seats...
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I DROVE A BLACK LEATHER SEAT CHEVROLET TODAY

No, I did not just get myself a Chevrolet, I just drove my boss'... LOL!

=)) i might seem too "sampat", but still!!!

Though I may never own it myself, but this is certainly an experience I will never forget :D





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